When I say I want to be comfortable I mean ; I want to be comfortable with who I am and where I am in life. The days are numbered for everyone and having a life and living a life are two completely different things. I want to LIVE, I want to enjoy every breath I take and every memory that I have . I do NOT mean I want to live in a fancy mansion in Beverley Hills or a grand Palace in England. I just want to be comfortable, with a cozy home that i've helped establish. Is it normal for 23 year olds (almost 24 *sobs*) to be thinking about their older years. Another "night-mare" that I currently have is A. Dying young
B. Leaving my family (Refer to A.)
Both my grandmother and my grandfather on my mothers side died young. My grandmother died from COPD and my grandfather died of a weak heart, both deaths I feel could have been provented if they LIVED . My grandfather only went to the local Walmart maybe once since it had been built (Over 10 years before he passed.) Both he and mawmaw stayed in bed all day and did absolutely nothing but die. It's a little blunt but that's exactly how I feel. Okay I think I will stop there before this post takes a long, detailed, sad and depressing turn!
Where will you be in ten years?! Anywhere interesting? Perhaps the moon? The surface of Mars maybe ?
B. Leaving my family (Refer to A.)
Both my grandmother and my grandfather on my mothers side died young. My grandmother died from COPD and my grandfather died of a weak heart, both deaths I feel could have been provented if they LIVED . My grandfather only went to the local Walmart maybe once since it had been built (Over 10 years before he passed.) Both he and mawmaw stayed in bed all day and did absolutely nothing but die. It's a little blunt but that's exactly how I feel. Okay I think I will stop there before this post takes a long, detailed, sad and depressing turn!
Where will you be in ten years?! Anywhere interesting? Perhaps the moon? The surface of Mars maybe ?
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