Life



Life happens , even when we don't want it to. On June 29,2011 my pawpaw passed away, and in his death i have learned a very important lesson. Never take life for granite! My pawpaw was a fragile soul and had pain everyday for as far back as i can remember . I know now that the pain is gone and he is in heaven with mawmaw , but i will miss him and her both dearly. Them both being gone has left me feeling alone like a lost puppy , even though im grown and dont live under there roof anymore. My grandparents raised me since i was a child so there actually my parents if you want to get technical. But the way i feel now would be alot worse on a small child or a teenager. So i have made it clear i am going to keep my promise that i made to both of my grandparents to get my GED and to go to college, im going to go for nursing. Anyways i want to make sure my kids will be takin care of even if i pass away before there 18, i dont want them to worry, "What am i going to do?, Where am i going to go?, How are we supposed to pay all these bills?" just think about a 5 yr old child saying that? Makes you think huh? i want my kids to live there lifes to the fullest , and if that means me breaking my back to do it then so be it, i love my boys and will do anything for them. I need to go to bed now , but just thank God you are alive and get to share another day with your family, he is letting us live for a reason , so atleast wake up and say , " Thank you God for another day!